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Turning 27 this year...when I look back on my life up to now...I am pretty content and happy with the things and events that have occurred in my life. I don't regret the things I've done, the choices I've made or the events that has led me to who I am today. I just wish I had more time to do more in those years that have already passed me. I have lived many dreams and left many ones unanswered as well as some broken. But I won't forget the faces that has cause me to be who I am today...

I'm going to show you how great I am.!

I'm going to show you how great I am. People have I have grown to admire and respected. People that I have grown to appreciate and idolized. They've always looked down on me. Told me I was too late to start something. I was too late to get somewhere with my body. That I'm a nobody and I'll never get better at the sport. Everyday I show up and I give it my all. Everyday I show up and get lectured, humiliated, embarrassed and ridiculed. But I still show up, I'm always the first one there, ready to go ready to get pump. I'm going to show you how great I am. I am not quitter. My passion to rise to the top and will to keep going. I'm going to show you how great I am. Because no matter what people tell me, I'll keep going till I become one of the best, if not the best, the greatest.


Been told many times to retire and quit the sport. Been reminded many time of how awful of a player I am. How untalented I am, but I'm going to show you how great I am. I won't quit even if I break every bone in my body to get it right. I'll be me like I've always been. I won't live in shadows of failure, I'll stand out because I won't give in to influences and disbelief that I can't be someone. Because I am already someone. That's how winning is done. Its not about talents and natural abilities, its the courage and will to keep going and to do it for the love of the game. And I won't point fingers at people, I'm not coward, I'm better than that!

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Today is August 1st. My summer has been a blast. All the excitement, drama, fun, challenges and obstacles. I still stand here today and I'm happy for all the moments that have occurred in my life this year. For this year was truly a year of change for me. I am glad to have live through and endured times of change.

When ...

When love don't love you, love yourself.

strangers...

We become strangers because one of us gave up trying or if not, one of us just didn't matter anymore.

Strangers....Usher made my night.

[Chorus]
Say you'll never give away your heart again
I'll be knocking until you let me in
I know you told me, you rather be lonely
You do even know, that's why I no longer want to be a stranger

[Verse 1]
Sorry you put you trust in others and they let you down (let you down)
And all the the secrets and the unknown evidence now open up that you found
Cry your self to sleep so many nights saying you never again
I'm not the one you hold it against baby it's not my place

[Bridge]
Girl you independent as hell and doing by your self (but)
What you gone do when the night time gets cold (when it get cold) (what you told me)
I know you told me, you rather be lonely, you don't even know me
I ain't moving out the way for nothing (I'm sorry) (Cause you say you will never...)

[Chorus]
Give away your heart again
I'll be knock tell you let me in (I know you told me)
You rather be lonely
You don't even know me, that's why I no long want to be a stranger
What I gotta do


[Verse 2]
Stuck inside no matter how hard you try to forget (to forget)
Don't you wish there was a button we can reset (and make it easy)
But you can't take back the decision that you made to love
I know it one that you regret and and not to proud of (no) (because you keep saying)

[Bridge]
Girl you independent as hell and doing by your self (but)
What you gone do when the night time gets cold (when the night-time get cold) (what you told me)
I know you told me, you rather be lonely, you don't know me
I ain't moving out the way for nothing (I'm sorry) (Cause you say you will never...)

[Chorus]
Give away your heart again
I'll be knock tell you let me in (I know you told me)
You rather be lonely
You don't even know me, that's why I no long want to be a stranger
What I gotta do
 [Break]

I remember the break up and the condition that my heart was in (but)
I was looking surrender (no no) I got to be stronger
There nothing that time can't heal
Girl I know your scarred
All I ask is chance to come in and do my part
There's nothing be fear and you been holding on since
Too under pressure and I see you sinking in.... (Cause you say you will never...)

[Chorus]
Give away your heart again
I'll be knock tell you let me in (I know you told me)
You rather be lonely
You don't even know me, that's why I no long want to be a stranger
What I gotta do